I am so afraid to have fun or go places now a days. My great grandma is going down hill more and more everyday. It hurts me so bad. Old habits came back I started drinking & smoking weed allot again. I know she wouldn’t like it I know my friends wouldn’t neither. But how do you deal with emotion face on when you never delt with it before? I always had someone take the load for me now I don’t. Anyway… Back to life.
I’m having a good hair day.
The past few months have been emotional draining & sad. But I saw this stupid face & smiled like a school girl crush. He always makes my day I love my beeee eff eff Apodaca ❤️❤️❤️
God has different plans for my great grandma on Christmas. So we celebrate Christmas in October.
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If you remember
I will personally hand a you a certificate of good childhood taste.
My great grandma was looking for a small box all day long. She woke up from her nap & we helped look for it again. We found it & she told me to come into her room. She handed me my great grandpa pocket watch & her cross prayer necklace. She gave it to me & told me to keep it forever. She said she loved me always I cried. I love this women so much and I intend on keeping these forever.
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"Someday someone will look at me like I’m the stars in the sky and I’ll forget how you used to walk all over me like I was the dirt on the ground."
SB (April 21,2014)
Well motherfucking preach on.